Today was my third hot yoga class. I have been going at 6am, making it part of my day as I have done with my group personal training. Today’s class at Moksha Yoga was a Flow class. It was definitely more challenging than the first two classes I had taken. It was challenging and something I see myself doing again.
Rosanna, the instructor, was encouraging and soothing. Offering alternatives and providing an atmosphere that I felt capable of pushing myself and also the ability to step back and breath. (the room is freaking HOT!)
I have tried yoga before and find that hot yoga helps me to stop with the multi-tasking thoughts. I feel I need to focus on my breathing in the heat and I notice my body more. I feel the sweat trickling down my shoulders, dripping off my arms and taste the saltiness of it. I am more aware of my body than my mind – its quite peaceful and empowering at the same time.
At the end of the practice, she read a quote about gratitude and I felt tears. Each night I give thanks to life for 3 things. I know that being grateful for life and with all its celebrations and trials opens me to the possibilities, allows me to experience more. But this morning, my gratitude fell in tears. As I laid there sweaty and breathing – I focused on her words and the gratitude came out of me. I felt, not thought. I sent love and thanks to a friend dying of cancer, thankful for his friendship and the life he has lead. I sent love and gratitude to my family, grateful for their love, support and challenges. I felt gratitude to all the trials I had faced and failed – knowing they have taught me something. I felt gratitude for my body – for the strength, the hysterectomy I had a year ago and the breath as it filled me. I feel the tears even now, almost 2 hours later…I breath deeply, I focus on my life and let one more tear fall.